why u didn't came to my house this raya...?

...hessshhhh....i'm upset right now...my stomach also upset...my mind is upset...everything seems upset..

it didn't go the right way that i expected and want...

haissshh..why?...why it has to feeellll this way...if only i prefer this feeling?...that's it.. i don't!

why didn't u come to my house this raya like u always do previously..? year after year..it seems something missing when you skip it this year...i wonder...did i've done something not right this time..?

hmmmmphhh..

hari raya ini 2009..

assalamualaikum...

belum terlambat rasanya mahu mengucapkan...selamat hari raya kalian sekalian..saya datang lagi..hehe..

raya yang sederhana sahaja untuk disambut , tapi dgn penuh erti kebahagiaan dan kesempurnaan yg kami bina sendiri dalam hati...dengan kesyukuran diatas segala kurniaan-Nya yang tidak thingga...syukur alhamdulillah..terima kasih ya Allah.

kepulangan ke kampung halaman pada tahun ini amat berlainan skali feelnya...for most aku naik bas buat pertama kali seumur hidup untuk 14 jam..so meaningful..along with my beloved fren ju yg setia bsama2...chewahhh!!

..and i bring "someone" home for the first time...mr jerry heh.heh.heh..itulah namanya...kihkihkih...

raya oh raya..sangat tkesan bila semuanya saling mnyayangi dan mengambil berat...saling menziarahi dan memaafi..semoga ikhlas lah hendaknya...

actually.hari ini raya ke 9...and i got more stories to go...

...to be continue...