why u didn't came to my house this raya...?

...hessshhhh....i'm upset right now...my stomach also upset...my mind is upset...everything seems upset..

it didn't go the right way that i expected and want...

haissshh..why?...why it has to feeellll this way...if only i prefer this feeling?...that's it.. i don't!

why didn't u come to my house this raya like u always do previously..? year after year..it seems something missing when you skip it this year...i wonder...did i've done something not right this time..?

hmmmmphhh..